I may have been down yesterday, but I am not down for the count.
After a refreshing day up with the in-laws, and after getting lots of advice from many freaders and family friends, I’m still pursuing plan A, but I’m also enacting plan B. Pursuing private school at the suggestion of others; I will start the necessary history courses – hopefully taking at least one of them during the winter session. But me? I will become a teacher.
Not gonna lie though, I’ve been in a big rut. I’m trying to pull myself out of it. To do this? I will start running again, I will get out of the house, I will create a schedule for myself, and I will not waste away as a pseudo-fifties housewife.
The plus side of this all, is that I will also be joining junior league come january; and I will feel like I’m going somewhere with my career. Because really? Those two things have been my biggest downfall. Let me explain -
I’ve been completely overwhelmed. With life.
We got married. I lost my job. We traveled to and fro Connecticut. We moved. And I’m trying to transition careers.
Holy Life Batman!
I’ve been lonely, I’ve been feeling like a failure, I’ve been feeling like I’m not going anywhere. Easy to fall into a rut with everything crumbling around me.
But this? Needs to change. I am not that kind of gal. I don’t let myself be defeated. I’ve gotten everything I worked for, and despite a few bumps in the path, I will not fail at life.
So I’m back. Swinging. I will not be defeated. I will not let this bump in the path get me down. There are other solutions and I will pursue all of my options….vigorously.
Freaders, I’m back. And I’m bringing my A game. Watch out Life, I’m taking you back.
