Not the words you want to hear

by Heidi on March 3, 2008

I’ve always been a dog person.

When I was younger, we had at two different points in my childhood until I was about 13-14 years old, shortly after my parents got divorced, that we had dogs.

Of the two dogs that I had growing up, I felt most attached to Lucy. She was my girl. I walked her in the frigid Vermont winters, I played with her in the summer, she slept with me at nights, and made me laugh at her crazy antics. She was my dog. Nothing hurt more than the day that my mother informed me we were taking her back to the Humane Society because mom and I were moving and dad traveled too much to take her. My sister yelled at me that I “better not cry.” But I did. I cried quiet tears as we drove away, my dog left alone.

So when boyfriend and I got Ellie in June, it was a rebirth of my inner dog lover. She was ours. The dog that curls up between us at night, the dog that licks you to death when you get home. The dog that cries when you leave. She’s our dog.

So today, when i got back from getting  lunch boyfriend called me saying “things are okay now, so don’t freak out, but Ellie escaped today.”

Not the words you want to hear. I had heard them before when she had previously escaped from her crate, but today knowing she escaped from the house scared the daylights out of me.

The door handle had gotten loose and with a little bit of pushing at it with her nose which she tends to do, the wind blew it open and out she ran.

She was picked up at the end of our block where the neighbor, whom I plan to bake cookies for or something, called boyfriend and he rushed home to our pup.  She’s okay. A little shaken up. The big bad world is just that when you get outside, it’s big and it’s bad. We live near the highway so I’m sure you understand why I freaked out. Thankfully she didn’t get hit by a car, she got swooped up by a nice neighbor and brought home safely to our arms.

I miss my puppeh.

Tonight, we’re heading up to Ikea and to Home Depot to a. get that chair, and b. to get a security door. a door that can be physically locked where a puppy can not mess with it. Thankfully, in our pups escapade, nothing was stolen. Nothing was touched. Just her. Out in the world.

Still…not the words you want to hear. I’m insanely worried about her now, boyfriend had to go back to work and thus  pup is alone. By herself. With a baby gate that our fabulous dogwalker brought over. *sigh*

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  • http://mariablogs.wordpress.com Maria

    awwww… i’m so sorry. i hope you find your dog.

  • http://ohhowlovely.net Jamie

    I was holding my breath reading this. So scary. I’m so glad Ellie is home now and safe.

  • http://www.clevergirlgoesblog.blogspot.com tia

    ah! i seriously teared up! i’m so glad she’s home safe.

    excuse me while i go blot my eyes before my diorshow gets all over the place.

  • http://www.jqlounge.com Julie Q

    omg in the past 3.5 yrs of owning rocco, i can remember the 2 times he got out of our hands… its such a horrible feeling when you don’t know where they are (even if its only for 10-20 minutes)

    my stomach got upset just reading the part about ellie missing. glad everything is all better!!!

  • http://redshrt04.wordpress.com/ Maxie

    awww. I’m so glad she’s okay! My crazy ass cat escapes a lot. He’s so quick, and he always runs past my mom when she’s leaving the house.

  • http://underpaidprincess.blogspot.com Underpaid Princess

    OMG you poor thing, How scary! I am so glad she is ok.

  • http://capitolhill20210.blogspot.com wendy

    Is she microchipped? Might want to consider that, good news that she was found ok.
    :-)

  • http://duwaxloolu.blogspot.com Jess

    That’s scary! I’m glad that she’s okay. The security door is a good idea.

  • caitlynintherye

    I would have bawled my eyes out. I’ve always had at least one dog since the age of 3, when I got my first dog as a birthday present. I can’t imagine life without these two little buggers.
    Willa escaped once when I lived in Maryland- I had been packing my car to visit home and the next thing I knew she was gone. I spent the next half hour calling everyone I knew in the area and running frantically around the neighborhood. My friend Nick came over and within five minutes was laughing- Willa had jumped in the open door of my car that I’d been packing, and fell asleep in “her seat”. That bitch…
    Post pictures of the new chair!!

  • http://michelle-and-the-city.blogspot.com Michelle & the City

    i am so glad to hear she’s ok. i know the feeling and it’s awful! i’m sure the new door will take care of the problem :)

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